Is it just me or has everyone else abandoned ship????
I feel so strange not getting any alerts, except for Paula's and Dad's ...are yall writing????
Has anyone gotten any alerts for Magic Smoke????
Anyone?????........anyone there????????
Geeeeesh.....feels like the twilight zone around here...
Or the commercial that has been running on TV about the :
~-~ DEAD ZONE ~-~
IF ANYBODY IS HERE...........
GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
JUST A QUICK NOTE TO SAY THAT MY NEW BLOG'S URL HAS CHANGED .........
IT IS.........
I have dragged my feet coming here....I feel like someone is pulling me by the hand and forcing me to come here...I AM SADDENED...because I do not like to see anything die...I have already seen too much death in my life.
When I use to head here for safety...for companionship....for understanding...for help in times of trouble and for a pat on the back when I did good....I knew I would be in my safe place...A place away from the pain of the world...See, this is/was my life.
I have met so many many beautiful souls here....far too many loved ones to even think about listing...
Some though, are not even here among the living anymore.
I found true hero's here...like Kim and Lahoma....who went through breast cancer and kept their journals to the very end of their life...never complaining or asking 'why me'...Matter of fact; I remember that Kim once wrote me that she always thanked God that it was her...and not one of her loved ones...
And then there is Pennie.....who still lives...because she didn't let a fight with Polio, nor even a brutal brain aneurysm stop her love and wit when dealing with Bosox.
There is 90 plus year old "DAD" of DAD'S TOMATO JOURNAL...One of the oldest journalers in the world...whose very entry names are the numbers of all the entries from the very first time he wrote. I wonder if he has heard about this death of our community??? God Bless his heart...I hope to God he doesn't lose his entries...and I truly hope that I will see him again.
And then there are the angels like Sam and others who came to my rescue... when I was down and out for the count...like a knight in shining Armour...
I have been in bed since last week...except for the trip to the doctor last Tuesday and then the one late Friday night to the ER...I have been on more medication than I have ever before had to take...Right now they seem to think it is kidney stones and a severe kidney infection...among other things.....I have not been to work since week before last and will not be there this week either......and yes...I knew this could happen when I let my health insurance go.
Times are rough here in my home right now...very bad...emotionally and physically...Then today I hear that AOL will kill off our entire community of J-Land...we all have to move to blogger ...I already went and started one...but I will not lie and say I like it...and in the back of my mind I wonder...how long before it goes too?
I started this journal on August 28, 2004....over 4 years ago... Nearly two years of my life before Danny died on Jan 29, 2006 is in here ....I feel like I am dangling at the end of the preverbal rope...
Please keep me in your prayers.
I thank God I had you all here by my side during these 4 years...I thank God for providing this portal for each of us to meet the other and come to know and love one another.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL
I went to the doctor today. I have been in some bad pain for the last few days...and was up all night last night...
Just wanted to let you know , in case I am not on for a while....that I am ok.
Oh yeah..of course this would come about right after I dropped my health insurance.....but then I knew it would happen....But then again, if you can't afford the paymens...what else can you do?
I leave you with this quote:
"All the adversity I’ve had in my life, has strengthened me. You may not realize
it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world
for you.”
Walt Disney
(1901-1966)
GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
I try my best not to let TV news get to me....but when it comes to little children...
Well....you all know where my heart lies.
This case has caused so many conflicting emotions in me...anger mostly...then fear, hopelessness, sadness...and on and on.
There is a little bitty three year old child missing...the last person to have seen her was her mama....
And this mama waits three damn weeks to report her missing....
Hell, I would have reported my Chihuahuas missing within the first 5 minutes of them being gone....and this idiot for a mother does nothing....nothing at all to find her baby....
On the contrary; she lies and bullshit's the police so much that they don't know what is truth and what is fiction....hell I don't even think she knows.
Not many cases have made me as mad as this one...
Maybe it is because this is a MOTHER that is doing absolutely nothing to help find her baby....
MOTHERS are suppose to protect and defend their children from harm aren't they??? Hell even animals ( that are supposedly dumber than we ) know that....
I don't even know HOW to feel about the grandparents anymore...As I watch them on the news trying to shoo the protesters outside their home away...I feel sort of sorry for them...I honestly believe that the grandmother loved her grandchild.....but what gets me is...
WHY THE HELL AREN'T THEY OUT AND LOOKING FOR THEIR GRANDCHILD????
Do you think for one moment that I would be holed up in my house if my grand baby was missing? I would be out there on the streets walking and looking and organizing search parties and getting everyone that I could involved...
Until the day I died if need be.
Something is very wrong here...For the mother, the uncle, and even the grandparents not to make just one tiny move to look for this baby says something....
My dear friend Estell says it best...
" SOMETHING IN THE MILK AIN"T CLEAN."
Here is a picture and some information .....if you see little Caylee or know ANYTHING.......
PLEASE call someone....DO SOMETHING.
|
CAYLEE MARIE ANTHONY |
|
| Case Type: Lost, Injured, Missing | |
| DOB: Aug 9, 2005 | Sex: Female |
| Missing Date: Jun 9, 2008 | Race: White |
| Age Now: 3 | Height: 3'1" (94 cm) |
| Missing City: ORLANDO | Weight: 35 lbs (16 kg) |
| Missing State : FL | Hair Color: Brown |
| Missing Country: United States | Eye Color: Hazel |
|
Case Number: NCMC1100742
|
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| Circumstances: She was last seen on June 9, 2008 in the Orlando, Florida area. Caylee was last seen wearing a pink shirt, jean shorts and white sneakers. | |
I pray to God that I am wrong about the mother and the granparents..I pray that the only reason that they are at a standstill is that someone is threatening them or the safety of Caylee.....I pray that with all my heart.....I do not want to even think that they, the people who should protect her .......harmed her in any way....BUT WITH THE INFORMATION WE ARE GETTING FROM THE NEWS...well ......it doesn't bode well.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
My daughter convinced me to ride up to Helen with them today....
I wanted to go to the flea market in Athens, but since I was the only one who did....
Guess where we ended up?
Yep....
in Helen.........
It was so cool up there...
Uncle Dan had a blast holding
Wyatt and letting him see
the mountain streams.
Wyatt got close up and personal
with the huge horses that pull
the carriages up there...
He also got close up and personal
with an all day sucker that his
mommie bought him at Hanzel's
and
Gretal's Candy Shoppe!
And no, he wasn't sharing!
In other news......
Look how the sky looked
yesterday morning around
7:00 am as I was walking the pups
before I went to work.
And how it looked yesterday
evening when I got home;
around 7:30pm......
God's an Artist!
Look what we came upon while out
and about last week...
I love old barns and such.
And I love this little
guy even more....
Thank you Heavenly Father.....
for my many blessings....
&
GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
